okay alyssa that is not it at all, okay before i considered u my bestfriend and u did aslo i hope! we have been bestfriends since kindergarden but it is like all of a sudden u have changed, i could care less if u have other friends and a boyfreind the only reason i said"what the fuck ur going out with bryan" is becasue i was really shocked that u two were going out, like after u wrote all of that stuff in jordans yearbook i like thought that u liked him and alyssa i do have to say somthing about that in jordans yearbook you wrote "maybe i will be your first" the alyssa i know would never write that and it is just like ever since u have become friends with those girls you think that u have to like do stuff so that they will like whatever accept u as a friend but if u look at angie that is not true she doesn't do anything that she doesn't want to do and i know that it might not be true but that is just what it seems like, like everyone says that to me so u know thats what it seems like. and like u r right like i am kinda mad becasue what the fuck when i go out with someone i run and tell my bestfriend and like then it makes me think that like u don't consider me a best freind or whatever becasue u never even told me u were going out with bryan i had to read it on ur lj like everyone else knew before your bestfreind. and like when there r rumors going around about somthing that u did, like u don't even tell me like i have to hear i from someone else saying like"omg alyssa did this alyssa did that" and i always say no that is not true she would never do that and then when i go up to you u say is that true u sya it ins't but like i know that it is so like u lie to me. and like if i was ur bestfreind then u shouldn't have to lie to me i really don't give a shit what u do but just like tell me u know. like that is messed up. and that is just how i feel and it feels like u don't even care that like we r coming farther apart as freinds and it is like u would rather be with ashlee and angie and melody and those people then me. and now that u can't hang out with them it is like okay u expect all of the girls that we sit with to all of a sudden like take u in but u have to realize that all of those girls consider you not there friend they don't want to be friends with u ,u don't even sit with us at lunch i mean like u don't have to sit with us at lunch everyday no one cares but u don't even talk to us. and like ya so like that is all i have to say.
okay
before i considered u my bestfriend and u did aslo i hope!
we have been bestfriends since kindergarden
but it is like all of a sudden u have changed, i could care less if u have other friends and a boyfreind the only reason i said"what the fuck ur going out with bryan" is becasue i was really shocked that u two were going out, like after u wrote all of that stuff in jordans yearbook i like thought that u liked him and alyssa i do have to say somthing about that in jordans yearbook you wrote "maybe i will be your first" the alyssa i know would never write that and it is just like ever since u have become friends with those girls you think that u have to like do stuff so that they will like whatever accept u as a friend but if u look at angie that is not true she doesn't do anything that she doesn't want to do and i know that it might not be true but that is just what it seems like, like everyone says that to me so u know thats what it seems like. and like u r right like i am kinda mad becasue what the fuck when i go out with someone i run and tell my bestfriend and like then it makes me think that like u don't consider me a best freind or whatever becasue u never even told me u were going out with bryan i had to read it on ur lj like everyone else knew before your bestfreind. and like when there r rumors going around about somthing that u did, like u don't even tell me like i have to hear i from someone else saying like"omg alyssa did this alyssa did that" and i always say no that is not true she would never do that and then when i go up to you u say is that true u sya it ins't but like i know that it is so like u lie to me. and like if i was ur bestfreind then u shouldn't have to lie to me i really don't give a shit what u do but just like tell me u know. like that is messed up. and that is just how i feel and it feels like u don't even care that like we r coming farther apart as freinds and it is like u would rather be with ashlee and angie and melody and those people then me. and now that u can't hang out with them it is like okay u expect all of the girls that we sit with to all of a sudden like take u in but u have to realize that all of those girls consider you not there friend they don't want to be friends with u ,u don't even sit with us at lunch i mean like u don't have to sit with us at lunch everyday no one cares but u don't even talk to us. and like ya
so like that is all i have to say.
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