Who: Wesley Wyndam-Pryce and Guests
What: A housewarming BBQ at Wes' new townhouse apartment.
When: June 18th
Where: Wes' place
Rating: PG for now, will update if there are shenanigans
Notes: Backtags are love. Gatecrashers are love. Multiple threadjacks, own threads etc are fine. Have fun with it! Just getting up the location tags then we are good
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Still, for the most part Fred enjoyed herself. She enjoying spending time with her friends, and even meeting those that only knew Wesley. But she'd never really thrived with groups and after a while she finds herself meandering upstairs, enjoying the relative quiet that can be found there. She notes that Wesley's unpacked even more than we he first showed her around, her eyes lingering over the changes.
Until the bathroom, when she catches sight of her own reflection. There's an unpleasant jolt of recognition as she reaches over to turn on the light. Fred's aware that after a day of cooking and setting up, she was bound not to be overly put together. But somehow she hadn't realized she was such a mess. Her hair is just as much out of the bun as in it ( ... )
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He finds her there, freshening up, and leans against the doorway, watching for a moment.
"I wondered where you'd gone."
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In the sense that it's not.
Using the back of her hand she tries to wipe away any lingering water from her face, somehow leaving the faucet on in the meantime. While she's spent the better part of a day making herself at home in Wesley's kitchen? The bathroom suddenly feels like something else. And smaller. It feels smaller.
"I was just taking a break from downstairs."
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"Fred. Are you all right?" As soon as he says it, it feels redundant. Of course she's not all right. "What's wrong?"
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She spins away from it. Which of course only results in her being directly in front of Wesley. Fred catches herself just in time to keep from running into him, maintaining what feels like a crucial sliver of space.
"...I'm fine. Really. I'm fine."
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"If it's about me bolting and leaving you with Lilah, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done that. I just get really uncomfortable and don't quite know how to handle it."
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"It's not about that. I can handle her." Alright, maybe that's not exactly true. "Well, if not that at least I can hold my own. I never expected all that just to magically go away"
But to a degree there is some truth to his words. Lilah is a part of whatever this is. Lilah, with her shoes. Lana with her sundress. And it's ridiculous. Fred knows she is being ridiculous. And maybe she's most irritated at herself and her inability to put a stop to it.
She jerks back to face the mirror, hoping that when she looks into it again whatever set all this off will magically be gone. But no, her shirt's just as rumpled. Her jeans are just as old. Her hair is down down, but several strands now cling in a damp frame around her face. Only the lingering flour has been defeated.
"...I'm a mess."
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"Not to me. To me you're the most alluring creature I've ever seen. Because you care about everyone before even thinking about yourself. Don't you realise how utterly beautiful that is?"
He cups her face and smiles. It's a smile which is hopefully warm and open and intended only for her to see.
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But then he starts talking.
And Fred hears the words. She does. Even more she hears how Wesley means them. She tries to smile but it falters. Because as much as she wants to, she can't feel them. Not what he's just said. She doesn't feel like the person that he sees.
"I had flour on my face. How long did I have flour on my face?"
To her it makes perfect sense.
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"Honestly, you are such an idiot if you're worrying about a few specks of baking flour. Come here."
He pulls her into a hug, and this is one of those non-negotiable ones that she'd better not try to squirm out of.
"Flour or not, you look extremely fetching and I shall kiss you now to emphasise my point." There's a comical element to the fact that he's announcing his intention, but he does it anyway, kissing her gently at first, but then pulling her into him and deepening it enough so that she can know, without a doubt, that he's speaking the absolute truth.
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Of course, there's nothing like being identified as an idiot -- however fondly -- to stifle a protest, and before Fred can think of her next one she's being pulled into an all encompassing hug. But that doesn't keep her from trying. "...I'm not an idiot."
It's everywhere. He's everywhere. And after of moment of holding herself rigid an still, she's reminded of the appeal of that. Her body is only just done processing and cataloging the sensation when Wesley moves to kiss her. And even though he's warned Fred of his intentions at first it remains just that. Him, kissing her. She is still inexplicably out of sorts. But after a moment, something in his persistence form of persuasion connects as she becomes a more active participant in the embrace. Maybe, just maybe? She could at least get this right.
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When the kiss comes to a natural end, he pulls back a little bit to smile down at her.
"Do you need more convincing?"
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Or if not that, it certainly takes her a few seconds longer to actually process the question he's pushed on her. She looks up at Wesley from beneath her lashes, still close enough that his features come in fragments. Fred pulls back just far enough that she can take him all in, one hand still curled slightly against his chest.
"Am I allowed to lie?"
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He kisses her again, this time with less restraint. It's no longer just about making her feel better but letting her know how much he wants her. And perhaps always has. One hand splays across her back while the other comes up to tangle gently in the hair at the nape of her neck.
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Fred presses closer as her hand drifting up from Wesley's chest, past his shoulder to rest against his cheek. She can feel how their mouths work together, the heat from his breath. If he's looking to be certain, she doesn't want to leave him in doubt.
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