Mar 12, 2006 00:59
PAUSE:
I realize now that I don't miss you at all. The devil I was trying to kill for so long finally got out and is feeding off everything that makes you feel. Feel anything. You will never feel anything from me ever again except the pain of our purity that was burned to its grave. I cut all ties and will never feel your tug again. You are nothing I would ever want so don't come find me and spill your stories of regret and sins. It doesn't hurt to learn what You have been doing, because you are too easy to guess...just think about what the weakest things someone could do and you have done them and continue. It's your life and it's so different. I don't want to hear another word or see another picture. I'll admit it stings...but mostly because I knew you would be that way and I stayed with you for so long because I knew what you were capable of and wanted to think you were strong enough. Believe me when I say I'm happy.
"Don't take anything less then wonderful." -me
Now, back to life..