it will never get untied.

[paradisal]

Just forget about them, and get on with your life. It's all just a memory that you wish had never ceased, but it did and now you've got what's left around and what's left to discover. Never stop finding those beautiful places and never stop sharing it with the people that appreciate it. I promise you that it sticks with you forever. But you should know that. Things will be so different one day...it's either going to be one dream or the other. Another hike up a hill just to see the top of what that crappy town offered. Or to see the flashing lights through the trees. One more breath taking beach to walk down. I think about it everyday. And it makes me happy.

I'm doing okay. 19 is a weird age...only because 20 is next.