019 ✈ sleepless & still hallucinating
[Private]
[also earlier this morning dated]
I'm not even sure why I bothered trying. I should just try to talk to Matt, see if he knows if there's any way for me to block this out, or [glances up to Daphne waving at him] Yeah, I need to get this out of my head. I can't keep living like this, I'll worry everyone, I'll think I'm crazy... I already think I am to be honest.
I just wanted something - solid, something to at least tell me what's going on. I should've known that wishing for it here was stupi-- [hears something in the back spare room] and stops writing, putting a close to the filter] [/end private filter]
[not quite setting the journal shut as it slides off the couch and onto the floor wiiiiide open for all to hear]
Matt? What -- what are you doing in my room?
[also earlier this morning dated]
I'm not even sure why I bothered trying. I should just try to talk to Matt, see if he knows if there's any way for me to block this out, or [glances up to Daphne waving at him] Yeah, I need to get this out of my head. I can't keep living like this, I'll worry everyone, I'll think I'm crazy... I already think I am to be honest.
I just wanted something - solid, something to at least tell me what's going on. I should've known that wishing for it here was stupi-- [hears something in the back spare room] and stops writing, putting a close to the filter] [/end private filter]
[not quite setting the journal shut as it slides off the couch and onto the floor wiiiiide open for all to hear]
Matt? What -- what are you doing in my room?