64 demons in the Dictionnaire Infernal
[Private]
And here I am, writing in my diary like a thirteen year old girl. Perhaps it will help me get my thoughts in order.
I…don’t know what to do. Love is such a new concept for me, I wonder if I can really appreciate it, or if my true nature will just mess it up. I am good at that.
I love Amanda, I really do. Perhaps we were too fast, but…I can’t imagine my existence without her now. On that note, I can’t be without Nine, either. He’s always been there for me, too, and I…feel I love him just as much.
Perhaps it’s not real love for either of them, perhaps I’m just fooling myself. Whatever I do, someone is going to get hurt badly. [Sigh] I’d give anything to simply not care again. I feel more humanity in me than I am comfortable with.
...Well, that didn’t help at all. Fuck it.
[/Private]
[A short while after that, anyone in the gardens can find a little green snake slithering about. Despite the rain, he does not get wet. He’s currently slithering his way towards the long grasses, pondering hunting some rats.]
And here I am, writing in my diary like a thirteen year old girl. Perhaps it will help me get my thoughts in order.
I…don’t know what to do. Love is such a new concept for me, I wonder if I can really appreciate it, or if my true nature will just mess it up. I am good at that.
I love Amanda, I really do. Perhaps we were too fast, but…I can’t imagine my existence without her now. On that note, I can’t be without Nine, either. He’s always been there for me, too, and I…feel I love him just as much.
Perhaps it’s not real love for either of them, perhaps I’m just fooling myself. Whatever I do, someone is going to get hurt badly. [Sigh] I’d give anything to simply not care again. I feel more humanity in me than I am comfortable with.
...Well, that didn’t help at all. Fuck it.
[/Private]
[A short while after that, anyone in the gardens can find a little green snake slithering about. Despite the rain, he does not get wet. He’s currently slithering his way towards the long grasses, pondering hunting some rats.]