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stillmade_adeal in paradisa

† 017 † truth revealed

Feb 02, 2009 16:47

( Dean and John )

mary campbell

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winchester_john February 2 2009, 23:11:55 UTC

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Thanks for that, Mary. 'Preciate it.

And what's this 'bout a blonde girl messin' around with Sammy?

Filter; ~ to end stillmade_adeal February 2 2009, 23:48:01 UTC

I figured after the odd of the other day I should at least let you know.

I don't know, I've seen her around - [thinks] At Dean's birthday too. I've never spoken to her though.

Re: Filter; ~ to end winchester_john February 3 2009, 04:28:51 UTC

Yeah, s' a good idea. Thank you.

If it's the gal I'm thinking of? She's deliberately screwing around with my...with our son, and I goddamn well don't like it. Not one bit.

stillmade_adeal February 3 2009, 05:06:20 UTC

Run into her before? She seemed alright at Dean's party. But then again I didn't go up and chat either.

winchester_john February 4 2009, 17:20:00 UTC

Her name's Ruby, and she's trouble. I...don't think she's dangerous, but ya never know.

stillmade_adeal February 4 2009, 19:25:50 UTC

Huh. [now Mary Winchester heard about Ruby from Sam, but Mary Campbell won't recall any of it] Yeah I'm not really sure, but I think he's taking this whole castle thing in stride at least. I'm not gonna explain to him that a few days ago he was twenty-six though.

winchester_john February 5 2009, 16:09:09 UTC

Good call...he'll be back to normal soon 'nough, anyhow. No reason t' upset him in the meantime.

[pauses, then laughs softly, smile evident in his voice]

For not bein' a mother yet, Mary...you do damn good work. Just...I don't mention that enough. How good you are to the boys.

stillmade_adeal February 6 2009, 05:33:36 UTC

Yeah, I just figure there was no real point in making him try to sort it all out.

[she smiles too]

I'm trying? It's been a while I guess, I don't mind being Mom anymore, even though it's still sort of odd to think about.

winchester_john February 8 2009, 02:50:51 UTC

Yeah, more or less.

You should know...it ain't weird to me. I always knew, back when...I wanted that family with you, I knew from the get-go that you'd be a wonderful mother. Could be that I'm biased, all things considered, but...

[hesitates, sighs softly]

I hope I'm not makin' this awkward, just...I don't wanna hold back how I feel. Not now.

stillmade_adeal February 8 2009, 04:08:37 UTC

Yeah you might be a bit biased there John, and you also have that whole forward knowledge working for you.

[a pause]

It's not awkward. You're still John, I still love you too... it's just not as simple as, [smirks] as understanding that I have two sons.

winchester_john February 8 2009, 04:58:26 UTC

[a soft laugh, almost a little sad]

Yeah, I know...and sometimes I almost wish I didn't. Sometimes...I wish we didn't have that between us, Mary. The years, I mean.

stillmade_adeal February 8 2009, 05:06:14 UTC

I'm sorry John.

winchester_john February 8 2009, 05:10:03 UTC

Don't be...don't ever be sorry, Mary. Wishes are all those are. What I want, what I well and truly want? I got it, and if it's all I can have? I can be content with it.

Love ain't got a sense of time, I truly believe that. I may have wishes aplenty, but I have no regrets. Not a one...not here and now.

stillmade_adeal February 8 2009, 05:14:39 UTC

[aaaaand way to make her cry ~ sort of happy/sad tears because she knows it's John, but it's not 'her' John and it hurts her so much to want to be with him and know she can't be]

winchester_john February 8 2009, 05:33:05 UTC

[Awww, poor Mary! John doesn't mean to make you cry! Hearing her, he feels bad. John doesn't like to feel bad for making Mary weepy.]

Aww, hon, please don't cry...

stillmade_adeal February 8 2009, 05:34:39 UTC

[wipes them away because she's stronger than that! But it's John and she misses him...]

It's alright, it's not your fault... it's just me.

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