006 - The things we bear
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She remembers Connor. I don't know how or why, because coming from where she's coming...she shouldn't, but she does. Which means she remembers who I was, what I did...she remembers all of it, everything...
It hasn't hit her yet, the import of it, the things she said, we said, but it will.
She doesn't remember dying, at least. I had to tell her, but she doesn't remember it, and that is a blessing. For as long as she is here, she won't have to bear that, and I will be grateful for it, whatever the cost.
I don't understand when he forgave me, or if he has.
I don't know if she can.
I don't even remember Cordelia, and she clearly hates me, so how Angel can bear the sight of me, I don't know. It's all jumbled for us both. I wonder if it is for him, too. If he has both sets, or just the one. Does he even know what we remember that never happened?[/Private]
I need a drink. Possibly, I say that a bit too often, but, it's the truth.
She remembers Connor. I don't know how or why, because coming from where she's coming...she shouldn't, but she does. Which means she remembers who I was, what I did...she remembers all of it, everything...
It hasn't hit her yet, the import of it, the things she said, we said, but it will.
She doesn't remember dying, at least. I had to tell her, but she doesn't remember it, and that is a blessing. For as long as she is here, she won't have to bear that, and I will be grateful for it, whatever the cost.
I don't understand when he forgave me, or if he has.
I don't know if she can.
I don't even remember Cordelia, and she clearly hates me, so how Angel can bear the sight of me, I don't know. It's all jumbled for us both. I wonder if it is for him, too. If he has both sets, or just the one. Does he even know what we remember that never happened?[/Private]
I need a drink. Possibly, I say that a bit too often, but, it's the truth.