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I can't feel Abarai-san anymore...Greed-san has been gone for a while. I...I was kind of hoping he was going to come back just like last time, but it's been a few weeks...
It feels so lonely here, even though I'm surrounded by a lot of great people. There's something bothering Roxas-kun more than usual, but I'm not sure how to ask. Sometimes I feel like even though he acts so tough and strong, he's really much more fragile...and I have to be sure I phrase things the right way or I'm going to break what trust I have gotten from him.
I...I don't know...I just don't know what to do anymore...
Kurosaki-kun is still gone...I just...
...is...is it bad to want someone to show up...? Anyone, just someone I know...? I miss home! I miss my friends, I miss the people I care about, and I--
...n-no, I can't...I'm being selfish, I just need to calm down...I need...
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I don't like feeling like this at all.