[7] [Superior above the rest for some reason]
Spending my time in the library on a daily basis is becoming utterly droll.
Yuan and Kratos had been quiet lately. So are the Grand Cardinals. I fancied they're behaving very well.
Such a pity that I have a weakness for having wants and needs. And I truly hate it.
And I hate everyone. I suppose they can't face ideas truly out of context unless its within their own line of comfort. They're lower than curs. Even curs know where their loyalties lie and even then they don't have the right.
I wonder if betrayal should become a bother to me? I wonder if I should let it be a vexation? In this place, it's completely useless to ask questions. The answers from these inferior being is always predictable because they're sentimental and emotional. As long they possessed these weakness, there is no point in debating an intelligent discussion with them.
I could never be as pure as Martel. I just wish to be sure if Yuan or anyone else could be standing in my way. Everything is a liability. Of course, keeping my inactivies in check, I don't think I'll ever know~.
[dictated] I haven't been very observant lately, but I for one is having a rather charmed life and I have no problems living here.
Yuan and Kratos had been quiet lately. So are the Grand Cardinals. I fancied they're behaving very well.
Such a pity that I have a weakness for having wants and needs. And I truly hate it.
And I hate everyone. I suppose they can't face ideas truly out of context unless its within their own line of comfort. They're lower than curs. Even curs know where their loyalties lie and even then they don't have the right.
I wonder if betrayal should become a bother to me? I wonder if I should let it be a vexation? In this place, it's completely useless to ask questions. The answers from these inferior being is always predictable because they're sentimental and emotional. As long they possessed these weakness, there is no point in debating an intelligent discussion with them.
I could never be as pure as Martel. I just wish to be sure if Yuan or anyone else could be standing in my way. Everything is a liability. Of course, keeping my inactivies in check, I don't think I'll ever know~.
[dictated] I haven't been very observant lately, but I for one is having a rather charmed life and I have no problems living here.