[Hello Paradisa, hope you weren't planning on a quiet, peaceful day were you? Or you know at least one without someone pitching a fit about something. Because there is a loud, very upset, very grumpy sounding Englishman's voice coming through the journal, which has magically opened itself because of the draft from the door of the Clinic. This was supposed to be a private rage moment, not open to the public, so he's rather oblivious to it.
Yes he's in the Clinic yelling, don't judge, his roommate is currently attempting to sleep he hopes and it's the only place he can think of that not many visit.]
So you let her arrive here, bring me from the brink of death, only to have her die and have no way of stopping this? You let her hide it from me, because what, we're all a bunch of bloody useless pawns for your endless amusement? Because if that is the case, then you need to learn your damnable priorities, this is hardly an amusing situation at all!
If you would like amusment however, bring the bloody bastard here! Let him see what he's done and go through the same bloody damned thing as her! She doesn't deserve this, and damned John is again the bloody cause of it all so bring him too! Energy being or no, hundred years ago or not, he still had a hand in this and he deserves to go through it the same as her, the same as myself, the same as even bloody Nikola! If you want true amusement, then bring them here, do not gloat however in any damned castle way you can and watch us run about trying to save those who we care for, the only thing you are doing is making a tolerable situation worse.
[This next part is said rather resigned, rather tired sounding as the rage just is gone after that outburst.]
If you would like someone dead then bloody damned well take me instead, I'm already dead after all, but it doesn't work like that you cruel bastard does it? No, no, if she goes home she'll just go through the same damned thing only with both those bloody bastards there...and I'm dead so who the bloody damn hell knows who she would go to for help there.
[A few moments he walks over to the journal and doesn't even think about looking up and seeing his words, instead he just writes in a filter.]
[Nikola Tesla]
We need to talk, I'll bring wine if you will just listen. It is about Helen.
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[After that he is going to quietly go back to rereading test results and going over other tests he had rerun on various blood samples. He's very botherable really as the door to the Clinic is wide open and his journal is open as well nearby, he's paranoid like that.]
((OOC: Forward dated to mid-morning after the Headspace Plot. He's open to be bugged over the journal or in person, do whatever he probably wouldn't mind being dragged off really for a distraction, or you know things over the journal. Open to any and everyone!))