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azure_guardian in paradisa

Log 016//: Repairs Needed

Mar 27, 2011 11:44

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tomatoandbasil March 28 2011, 03:39:22 UTC

No need to thank me, Kite. It's just what allies should do for each other. Nevertheless, you're welcome. It's good to see you doing better.

azure_guardian March 28 2011, 03:43:22 UTC

T-thank you. A-and it is nice t-to be back i-in one peice a-again. B-but I still w-wonder why this was p-picked for me.

tomatoandbasil March 28 2011, 03:50:46 UTC

If it knows us well enough to take something from us upon arrival that would affect us greatly, it probably knows what will bother us most when it takes from us again.

azure_guardian March 28 2011, 03:55:11 UTC

Mmm..i-it might be because of h-how I came here, o-or a way of r-reminding me t-that even the Azure Flame God i-isn't as powerful as Paradisa i-is. E-either way, I would w-wish it would leave m-my body alone. Already h-have enough trouble w-with it.

tomatoandbasil March 28 2011, 05:38:20 UTC

I hope it's paying attention then, because seeing it make people so upset like this is troubling. Why it takes such things I'd like to know.

It might help though if I could figure out what my loss even is so I could gauge this better. As far as I can tell, I have everything and most of my memories intact.

azure_guardian March 28 2011, 05:42:40 UTC

[Kite coughs and fiddles with the stitches on his neck.]

I-it seems like this place i-is watching f-for negitive emotions a-and reactions....and o-our behavour w-when things c-change. M-memories t-take away stop personality growth...items taken a-away bring sadness....e-even this loss s-scared me because I had t-this happen before and I could f-feel it that time and I was a-afraid I would scare others. Negitive, v-very negitive...

tomatoandbasil March 28 2011, 07:11:32 UTC

Indeed, it seems to feed on precious things to create unease. I wonder if that's what fuels the magic here and keeps us locked up is it taking power off of this. What a dreadful idea.

azure_guardian March 28 2011, 12:24:43 UTC

Mmmm....I-if that is the case, I-I need to be c-careful. Much worse t-things could happen...

tomatoandbasil March 29 2011, 04:43:15 UTC

Just watch for any triggers, and try to sit outside if possible if you feel bad. As far as I know, the area outside the castle isn't as magically inclined as it.

azure_guardian March 29 2011, 11:48:08 UTC

I-I might just go to the Dead Zone i-if I feel something is w-wrong with me. [nevermind going there would kill him.] M-my powers w-were not meant to be u-used on fleash and blood h-humans.

tomatoandbasil March 29 2011, 11:56:47 UTC

I've been told I need to take a trip out there sometime. If you go, I'll try to visit.

azure_guardian March 30 2011, 02:07:15 UTC

M-maybe. Might be d-difficult for m-me to go. But none the l-less, it is a good backup p-plan.

tomatoandbasil March 30 2011, 07:47:47 UTC

I have heard it's an unusual place, but if it's of no harm to us in the castle, it would be a bit safer. Though wouldn't it conflict with your powers a bit? Would you be entirely okay?

azure_guardian March 30 2011, 11:44:39 UTC

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G-going to the Dead Zone w-would most likely destroy me. B-but I'd much rather t-that. If the castle d-decides to put m-me under a Loss, I c-could end up killing a number o-of people here with no problem.

tomatoandbasil April 1 2011, 07:14:04 UTC

[Give her juuuuust a second]

You would sacrifice yourself for this?

azure_guardian April 1 2011, 14:12:40 UTC

I-I would. M-my body is t-too dangrous i-if Paradisa decides t-to take advantage o-of it. T-there is the Azure Flame God, m-my Bracelet, a-and that I cannot die. This place c-could turn me into a killing machine, a-and I do not want that to h-happen.

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