[ julian ]
You have not disappeared again, have you? I have, of course, forgiven you but from now on I wish to be informed when you decide to go away. I was very worried! Unless you want me to move in and.. "cramp your style".. you will do this!
Understood?
[ all of this next part is dictated; ]
I have lost count of the letters I have written to my husband, I only wish there was a way I could deliver them to him. Is it silly to miss a person you cannot fully remember? Having been so many months since I've seen him, I know he may never arrive here. Perhaps that is a good thing! Even if I want to see him, it would be unfair to bring him to Paradisa.
It seems I am at an impasse..