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[Flipping through the pages, back and forth, reading. Looking at all of these entries, people complaining or waxing poetic about their own selves, bragging or putting down others... it all makes her sick. People being bored, complaining about being bored, acting like being bored is as bad as it gets... it just makes her SICK

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[heirdom]

Are you drunk?

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No! Jeez!

[heirdom]

Most drunks ramble on and state the obvious a lot.

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Well I'm not drunk. I'm just tired of it.

[heirdom]

What pushed you over the edge?

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I don't know! Does it matter?

[heirdom]

Yes.

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Why?

[heirdom]

Because I want to know.

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Ugh, I don't know! I'm just so tired of all of it, people acting like there's nothing worthwhile here, or nothing worth doing, or it's like the worst thing they've ever been in! What kind of lives do they have that they can afford to be so dismissive?

[heirdom]

Because there isn't much to do, and nothing is worth doing -- it all gets reset or forgotten when you leave. I'd rather be busy all the time and doing something instead of wasting time here.

You're just mad because you can't handle your own world.

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You're such a thoughtless little snot, you just remind me every time you say a word. Go away, Damian. You don't know anything about my world.

[heirdom]

Fuck off, you live in feudal Japan. It can't be that hard.

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You're a fucking idiot! You have no IDEA how hard it can be, you ignorant brat. You'd fit right in there, in fact! You'd fit right in with the shitty samurai who go around acting like they're better than everyone else, kicking around anyone who gets in their way!