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Talking to that freak made me realize how long it's been. Almost thirteen years now... ha. Sometimes I worry I'll forget her. What she looks like, sounds like. Smells like. Or that this place will take her away from me. You lose something important. But instead, I can't remember those other useless pilots. I've met them. They're not important. They never stay. I don't understand any of it.
Seventeen in less than a month. Three years in a little more than a month. How many people have come and gone? It's pathetic, watching them all go on their little adventures out into the Dead Zone, like they're going to find some answers. It's not worth finding anything out when you can leave at any moment.
... I've never even gone home. Not for a second. Nothing new.
The more I think about it, the funnier it gets.
Not a lot of things are funny anymore. I hate this time of the year. I hate it.
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Is there anyone else here who's never gone home temporarily? I don't mean you idiots running around like headless chickens that have just gotten here, but people who have been here for years.
Talking to that freak made me realize how long it's been. Almost thirteen years now... ha. Sometimes I worry I'll forget her. What she looks like, sounds like. Smells like. Or that this place will take her away from me. You lose something important. But instead, I can't remember those other useless pilots. I've met them. They're not important. They never stay. I don't understand any of it.
Seventeen in less than a month. Three years in a little more than a month. How many people have come and gone? It's pathetic, watching them all go on their little adventures out into the Dead Zone, like they're going to find some answers. It's not worth finding anything out when you can leave at any moment.
... I've never even gone home. Not for a second. Nothing new.
The more I think about it, the funnier it gets.
Not a lot of things are funny anymore. I hate this time of the year. I hate it.
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Is there anyone else here who's never gone home temporarily? I don't mean you idiots running around like headless chickens that have just gotten here, but people who have been here for years.