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Aug 20, 2010 16:54

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cheerupemoborg August 20 2010, 21:24:07 UTC
My purpose... is nothing. I no longer have one.

And to care for someone is to invite disaster.

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bedninja August 20 2010, 21:36:29 UTC
Do you not intend to seek out a new purpose?

[...o-oh, but that makes him pause.] Why do you believe it invites disaster? I was under the impression that most beings believed that "caring about something" was "good", as opposed to it being disastrous.

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cheerupemoborg August 20 2010, 22:12:06 UTC
No.

Because by caring for someone you're setting yourself up for a nasty fall. Something bad will happen - and when it does you'll wish you never cared to begin with.

I suppose most...'beings' [That's an odd way of putting it] would like to think that, but they're just fooling themselves.

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bedninja August 20 2010, 22:39:54 UTC
Is the reason for that because you do not believe you have a right to a new purpose? Or is it more because you simply do not want another one?

...I am afraid that I am somewhat confused, however. When you say "a nasty fall", just what is it that you mean?

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cheerupemoborg August 21 2010, 01:25:44 UTC
I no longer want one.

What I mean is the only thing that can come from caring about others is pain, sadness, and disappointment.

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bedninja August 21 2010, 01:39:42 UTC
Then you believe that no good can come from having such types of connections with other people?

...I am not under the impression that the concept is uncommon, actually, though I do believe that most beings do not particularly care about the suffering that comes from being involved with other beings. So why is it that you do?

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cheerupemoborg August 21 2010, 02:54:13 UTC
Correct.

I was once a normal man, with the exact kind of relationships you speak of - I was even married. All it took was one person to completely undo all of that, and I suppose I've come to realize I'm one of the few who sees things for the way they really are.

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bedninja August 21 2010, 03:33:33 UTC
...You will have to forgive me for making quite so many assumptions, but if that would imply your suffering was caused by this one person... does it mean that your suffering was brought about by losing your wife?

[in his mind, it's a logical enough conclusion. Pharos knows little of love, but he knows it has driven humans to extremely rash actions.]

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cheerupemoborg August 21 2010, 04:44:09 UTC
That person was the one who took my wife from me, as well as killing two of my friends and making it so that I will suffer for an eternity.

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bedninja August 21 2010, 05:00:15 UTC
That person must have held quite the grudge against you. How is it that he has made sure you will suffer for eternity, though?

There is no such thing as a being that can live forever.

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cheerupemoborg August 21 2010, 05:10:29 UTC
[a bitter laugh at that last statement]

I sincerely hope that's true.

You see, I am incapable of dying.

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bedninja August 21 2010, 05:20:18 UTC
....there is, likewise, no such thing as a living being that is incapable of dying.

It may be centuries from now, or even several millennium from whatever time it is in your world, but I can assure you that you will absolutely die at some point.

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cheerupemoborg August 21 2010, 05:39:10 UTC
Then I guess I'm too impatient. I've been thrown into a black hole to no avail.

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bedninja August 21 2010, 05:51:28 UTC
I do not believe that I entirely know the implications of such an occurrence. What became of you inside the black hole?

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cheerupemoborg August 21 2010, 06:29:50 UTC
Normally, I would be destroyed completely and utterly. Instead, I was sent to another universe which I returned from.

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bedninja August 21 2010, 06:48:53 UTC
...I have to admit, that sounds extremely unpleasant.

If you do not believe it is too personal a matter to discuss, just what are you now that makes you so difficult to destroy?

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