Fourty seven.

[asangelsfly]

[ it was the same deal as before, wake up with a new set of memories and a rather nasty headache, spend a few minute staring at a wall trying to make sense of it all. but when he did, oh when he did things changed. he left the infirmary while Crowley was asleep, deciding to take a leisurely stroll into town

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[onlyanapple]

[Crowley just went off to his room when he saw Cas wasn't in the clinic bed anymore. Crow figured he was off...brooding somewhere and would show up eventually.

A bit like a lost shoe. Only more angelic. Anyway, he's threatening watering his plants]

[asangelsfly]

[ eventually he shows up, swaying a little, standing at the fridge.... staring at it because for one reason or another its empty ]

[onlyanapple]

[He's still wandering around, squirting his plants with his little spray bottle]

Oh, there you are. I wondered where you'd buggered off to.

[It's empty because the alcoholic demon got there before you, sorry Castiel]

[asangelsfly]

[ empty fridge, woe... ]

I went into town.

[onlyanapple]

[Puts his spray bottle down and wanders over...then pauses. Wow, Cas, you stink of booze]

...And took a bath in vodka?

[asangelsfly]

[ he leans on the empty fridge a little ]

I drank a liquor store.

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[onlyanapple]

[Crowley's just going to stare for a few moments. Give him a second, he has to reboot his brain]

2/2

[onlyanapple]

...You drank a liquor store?

That's... [another pause, what is that?] very unsettling.

[asangelsfly]

[ looks over... ]

I drank the entire liquor store, it took a while.

[onlyanapple]

[It's very hard to think when your brain is going WHATWHATWHATWHATWHAT at you]

Yeees, I can imagine it would. There being a lot of alcohol in there and all.

So...is there a reason you decided to throw in the teetotaller thing and get hammered? Or is this a spur of the moment thing?

[asangelsfly]

[ closes the fridge door and leans on it some more ]

God. [ daddy issues get ] He doesn't care, he won't help.

[onlyanapple]

...Oh. You found him, then.

[There's a pause here. When he'd learned of Castiel's little Daddy hunting quest, he had a feeling it would go this way. He'd had a little bit of hope that the bastard would actually come through this time, for Castiel's sake at least. Thanks a lot, God]

He really doesn't deserve all those 'good father' songs the humans sing Him. Pity they don't know any better.

[Awkward pause. He's trying to be comforting, he really is] I'm sorry, I know how much finding Him meant to you.

[asangelsfly]

No, I didn't find him. [ so BITTER AND ANGRY ahh ] He only talks to Joshua, Sam and Dean found Joshua while they were in Heaven. He told them that God doesn't care... then they told me.

[ he is going to have such a headache tomorrow-- shrugs, pushing himself off the fridge and moving to a couch... or something ]

I don't care anymore.

[onlyanapple]

[Way to break the angel, guys. It's ok, Cas, he can fix the headache...just not this state you're currently in. Crowley thinks for a moment, before sighing, wishing up a glass of water and moving to sit by him. ]

I'd be a hypocrite if I told you that you were dealing with this in the wrong way. [Hands him the water] Drink this or you'll feel worse off for it tomorrow.

As for the Big Guy? He's a dick. But He's a clever dick. You never know what sort of game the bastard is playing.

[asangelsfly]

[ does what he's told, drinking the water. so mad at daddy right now you have no idea, how dare he crush cas' hopes and dreams to saving the world and saving dean and sam from having to rip each other apart ]

[onlyanapple]

[Crowley's quiet for a moment, letting him drink]

I know right now you probably want to shut yourself off and wallow in despair and vodka forever more, I've been there, I remember. But really, He's not here. None of that...mess is. So you should just say fuck 'em. Don't let the old bastard get you down.

I mean, you have... people here, who actually do give a damn about you, right? And we're much better company than that sly fucker upstairs.