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I know that I've been quiet here, things have been rather up and down.
Status: still haven't started the next comic story like I should, I feel real guilty and bad about that, I'm very sorry.
I go in for biopsy on Wed to test if the pelvic mass is cancerous or not. If not, then I continue to deal with it as I have been all these years. If it is cancer, I don't know what we'll do because we can't afford the $25k surgery.
To be honest, I feel right now that it is cancer, knowing my luck and how my life tends to go, and I've just been going through the motions of living day to day these past days. Just waiting to die.
I know I shouldn't think like that, but it's how I feel right now. I can't even start on the comic...it's very much "Why should I bother? I don't have the time.".
--L
Status: still haven't started the next comic story like I should, I feel real guilty and bad about that, I'm very sorry.
I go in for biopsy on Wed to test if the pelvic mass is cancerous or not. If not, then I continue to deal with it as I have been all these years. If it is cancer, I don't know what we'll do because we can't afford the $25k surgery.
To be honest, I feel right now that it is cancer, knowing my luck and how my life tends to go, and I've just been going through the motions of living day to day these past days. Just waiting to die.
I know I shouldn't think like that, but it's how I feel right now. I can't even start on the comic...it's very much "Why should I bother? I don't have the time.".
--L