give it a minute
life is full of deep thoughts and unhinged emotions.
how is it that we can't just live a life free of those things that always seem to hinder us. when are we allowed to simply exist... simply. no complications, no hassles, no issues; just to have that time to truly be ourselves. i mean is it so impossible to be able to have such a life?
of course it is.
there is no such thing as a perfectly drama free life. our thoughts and emotions always get the better of us and there is really no way to get around the pettiness that life drops on our laps on a daily basis. so here's the question... how do we get around it and just shove that pile of whatever the hell it is off our laps and get out of the chair? how do we begin to take that first step, and what direction should we go once we are in motion?
really... i just don't know. i wish that i could say that i don't care, but of course i do. all that i want is a life where it is simple and has me waking up saying YEAH today is going to be a great day! if that kind of a life is out there i hope to find it. yet, as of know i feel as though i am stuck in a rut. but everything is about to change... right? soon i will be coming to a new part of my life and perhaps then i can make that change that i have been craving for far far too long.
sorry to anyone who is reading this and finding themselves saying "What the hell is she babbling on about?" seriously don't take anything i say personally; but, sometimes people just need a moment to get everything off their chests and out of their heads. that was my moment. i am done.
how is it that we can't just live a life free of those things that always seem to hinder us. when are we allowed to simply exist... simply. no complications, no hassles, no issues; just to have that time to truly be ourselves. i mean is it so impossible to be able to have such a life?
of course it is.
there is no such thing as a perfectly drama free life. our thoughts and emotions always get the better of us and there is really no way to get around the pettiness that life drops on our laps on a daily basis. so here's the question... how do we get around it and just shove that pile of whatever the hell it is off our laps and get out of the chair? how do we begin to take that first step, and what direction should we go once we are in motion?
really... i just don't know. i wish that i could say that i don't care, but of course i do. all that i want is a life where it is simple and has me waking up saying YEAH today is going to be a great day! if that kind of a life is out there i hope to find it. yet, as of know i feel as though i am stuck in a rut. but everything is about to change... right? soon i will be coming to a new part of my life and perhaps then i can make that change that i have been craving for far far too long.
sorry to anyone who is reading this and finding themselves saying "What the hell is she babbling on about?" seriously don't take anything i say personally; but, sometimes people just need a moment to get everything off their chests and out of their heads. that was my moment. i am done.