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so i found out yesterday that my brother is in jail again. i'm mad at him. really mad at him. when he came home for christmas he was fine. he was the brother that i knew and loved. he was getting his life together. he was working. he was normal. now he's not. now he's on his third strike and may go to prison for nine years. not jail, prison.

so the weird part is that about two days before it happened i had a dream that he relapsed. it was a very vivid dream.

in other news. i'm really tired. so i'm going to sleep now.