Transition

May 06, 2006 08:46

Neil and I have broken up and I have immediately reverted to my old ways. Almost as soon and Neil and I were through, I contacted Josh. I've been thinking abuot him for months now. I guess I just wanted an excuse. Well, needless to say, time does not pass between Josh and myself. I swear, if I believed in reincarnation, I'd say that I have loved him for a hundred lifetimes. Yeah, I've loved other people this time around, but Josh and I are different. You know, last time we were together I got pissed because he wouldn't call me his girlfriend. I found out that he wouldn't do it because He refused to use such a silly term when refering to me. I was his best friend, his lover, his little one. I couldn't fit into just one lame term like "girlfriend."

So Josh and I aren't together or anything, but it's so exciting to be able to talk to him again. I've missed his friendship so much. He is one of the most important people in my life.

So, you may be asking why Neil and I broke up. It's becuase he's an asshole. I think he was taking performance enhancers, and I didn't like the side effects. So, we had a fight, and he kicked me out. We didn't offically say it was over, but we haven't talked since last Friday. As far as I'm concerned, enough was said friday night. So, it's been a week, and I'm in a great place. I'm very happy.

Today is my last exam. After this, I'll be done with my undergraduate degree... then, graduation a week from today. I just can't believe it.

Well, that's it for me.

Hasta Luego!

Joy

josh, school, neil

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