Pause
For some reason it feels like my life is on pause and that I'm not really going foward or backwards. I mean the only way I can tell that I am actually moving foward is that fucking rent day that I hate so much. I can't understand why but I've never liked it. It's just like that special thing that happens to us so that we may figure out how screwed over we actually are going to be further down the line into the future. Wooo scary. I used to feel like the biggest bad ass in the world but now I understand that I am a meaningless ant under the watchful eye of a big giant foot and if I even try to escape the foot may decide to crush me. Yay Team.