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so he just wanted to fuck another girl.. i guess i deserved it for treating people the way i did.. karma.. cant wait until comes back around.. shes nasty anyway.. although i am terribly lonely i have given up on trying to find a decent guy.. i guess i am just not attracted to them.. i guess i am not hot enough/ my persoanlity not amazing enough to captivate them.. i originally wanted to stay in the city after i graduate.. i am starting to rethink this.. yes itsthe land of many opportunities and amazingness but people are way too self absorbed and cold to even waste my time on.. i rather be happy surrounded by people who actually care than make money..
also keep my friend's friend zoya in your minds/hearts/prayers.. i hung out with her at the MET even have a picture with her.. she was hit by a taxi last week and is still in a coma.. shes showing some signs of improvement and is breathing on her own now but it is still unclear the total extent of the damage.. hopefully she will wake up soon..
i also feel bad for dan.. first with his father and now his grandmom died.. fucking shitty things shouldnt happen to good people.. and all this traffic noise and horns and sirens are really going to make me snap..
also keep my friend's friend zoya in your minds/hearts/prayers.. i hung out with her at the MET even have a picture with her.. she was hit by a taxi last week and is still in a coma.. shes showing some signs of improvement and is breathing on her own now but it is still unclear the total extent of the damage.. hopefully she will wake up soon..
i also feel bad for dan.. first with his father and now his grandmom died.. fucking shitty things shouldnt happen to good people.. and all this traffic noise and horns and sirens are really going to make me snap..