bah
it's almost 10 pm and i am finally well rested from the night before..
i danced for sheal at her party at happy ending.. for like 347943209 hours straight.. it was the first time in a long time that i had that much fun on my own.. something about slapping on a pair of leather gloves, booty shorts and boots lets me transcend my usual shy and self conscious self into a more confident character, a role i have to fill... it's funny how people respond to my transformation.. how they are drawn to me and are able to communicate with me even though we've seen each other before.. maybe it's just a stamp on my forehead that reads "i'm easy because i wear nonexistent clothing." At least i'm not so foolish as to ignore peoples motives.. but i really do miss dancing.. using it to open more doors and meeting new and interesting people.. i think i'm going to stay in tonight.. rest a little more and catch up on my school work.. lame i know, but i am finally learning how to prioritize.
i dont remember this one.. sheal looks mad:
i danced for sheal at her party at happy ending.. for like 347943209 hours straight.. it was the first time in a long time that i had that much fun on my own.. something about slapping on a pair of leather gloves, booty shorts and boots lets me transcend my usual shy and self conscious self into a more confident character, a role i have to fill... it's funny how people respond to my transformation.. how they are drawn to me and are able to communicate with me even though we've seen each other before.. maybe it's just a stamp on my forehead that reads "i'm easy because i wear nonexistent clothing." At least i'm not so foolish as to ignore peoples motives.. but i really do miss dancing.. using it to open more doors and meeting new and interesting people.. i think i'm going to stay in tonight.. rest a little more and catch up on my school work.. lame i know, but i am finally learning how to prioritize.
i dont remember this one.. sheal looks mad: