May 16, 2005 23:45
so remember that boy who i always mention as the absolute hottest boy i have ever laid my eyes on.. well he told me that i was the fucking coolest person ever.. too cool for him.. that we "get" each other.. and is the bestest hugger.. haha fucking awesome i rule.. only because long island is fucking lame.. but he's not even from here.. but alas.. it is still useless because he's back with his girlfriend.. maybe there was a chance before but i came back too late.. ah well.. i guess there is little satisfaction knowing i could get him
ps Long island is pure hell.. i hate it and miss everybody i used to see like everyday.. i dont have any real friends here.. just my co workers who are awesome and considered friends.. but i feel like i spend waaayyy too much time with themm/.. like i want people i can hang out with at night.. watch some movie and be silly.. to go out with.. but after working 7 hours with them and living 2704974973 miles away i feel like i'm smothering them..
mm so tomorrow tk and nick and i are going to see gang of four at irving.. i kinda wanna stay over and see everyone but i have to leave my car at tk's since i'm working and going straight from work so i would need someone to pick me up on wednesday in massapequa/amityville.. and that aint happening.. and i have wednesday off.. blah.. but we ARE going OUT with nick.. hahhaha.. must remember to bring my camera.. a truly momentous occasion