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so like if the whole staying single for the rest of my life, living with my 100+ cats in guatemala doesnt work out, i have a strange suspicion i'm going to meet someone off the internet, fall in love chatting til 4 in the morning and get married in a chat room.. he'll mail his sperm over when we decide to have babies and send each other electronic greeting cards for those special occasions.. maybe i think this because maybe its already happening.. and it totally sucks that he lives a million miles away and that we will probably never meet and that i never expected for this to EVER happen nor do i wish for it to happen.. but it kinda is..
on a side note i apologize that i am annoying and clingy and i fully realize this when its happening and in my head i tell myself to stop but i cant listen to myself.. i will try to distance myself because i dont want to be that girl..
there is something awesome happening everyday this week and i promised myself i wouldnt go out until thursday night.. so difficult.. so excited about saturday!!! katelynn and i are finally having our date and seeing dfa'79.. maybe some dinner beforehand maybe some dance dance after.. friday theodore grimm is playing a show last minute at my old job.. i wanna see those crazy faces because i havent in a long while but i dont want to pay to get in.. also i want to go dance dance.. thursday plans include some extreme stalking that will also continue on sunday... white trash beauty pageant at beauty bar.. i wanna date.. maybe i'll pull out my outfit from go go dancing.. i'll at least wear the shorts..
on a side note i apologize that i am annoying and clingy and i fully realize this when its happening and in my head i tell myself to stop but i cant listen to myself.. i will try to distance myself because i dont want to be that girl..
there is something awesome happening everyday this week and i promised myself i wouldnt go out until thursday night.. so difficult.. so excited about saturday!!! katelynn and i are finally having our date and seeing dfa'79.. maybe some dinner beforehand maybe some dance dance after.. friday theodore grimm is playing a show last minute at my old job.. i wanna see those crazy faces because i havent in a long while but i dont want to pay to get in.. also i want to go dance dance.. thursday plans include some extreme stalking that will also continue on sunday... white trash beauty pageant at beauty bar.. i wanna date.. maybe i'll pull out my outfit from go go dancing.. i'll at least wear the shorts..