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Fuck me, I wish Marc wouldn't get tagged in Facebook pictures or put up new pictures or anything involving me being reminded how ridiculously hot he is...
It makes me a bit sad, but at the same time, I totally did him :P but yeah, I'm not doing him now, soo...
But yeah...he's got to stop being so attractive...I do so well to convince myself that he's not worth it, because I texted him all friendly like on Saturday when I was at Rowhill asking him when he was home for Christmas so I could write him down for some hours, but he completely ignored me, so I was just like...meh...
Then last night, he texted me at 1:30am, but I didn't want to reply and/or get into a conversation as I had to be up at 4:30am for work at 6am...so I texted him at 6...still no reply and prolly won't get one for days...but am unbothered and my aim is to not text him again 'til I'm at Rowhill in a couple of weeks and again have the opporunity to give him hours...and if he doesn't text back to that, then he gets no hours and I'll probably never see him again...
...which saddens me, but only because I have once again been reminded of how good he looks...which proves that I am in such deepdeep lust with him it's not even funny...but yeah...
Also I have a 6am start on Saturday, so guys, after the presentation evening, I'd love to accompany you on whatever you may have planned/are planning, but bear in mind I have to get up at 4:30am :) yessss
Love xx
It makes me a bit sad, but at the same time, I totally did him :P but yeah, I'm not doing him now, soo...
But yeah...he's got to stop being so attractive...I do so well to convince myself that he's not worth it, because I texted him all friendly like on Saturday when I was at Rowhill asking him when he was home for Christmas so I could write him down for some hours, but he completely ignored me, so I was just like...meh...
Then last night, he texted me at 1:30am, but I didn't want to reply and/or get into a conversation as I had to be up at 4:30am for work at 6am...so I texted him at 6...still no reply and prolly won't get one for days...but am unbothered and my aim is to not text him again 'til I'm at Rowhill in a couple of weeks and again have the opporunity to give him hours...and if he doesn't text back to that, then he gets no hours and I'll probably never see him again...
...which saddens me, but only because I have once again been reminded of how good he looks...which proves that I am in such deepdeep lust with him it's not even funny...but yeah...
Also I have a 6am start on Saturday, so guys, after the presentation evening, I'd love to accompany you on whatever you may have planned/are planning, but bear in mind I have to get up at 4:30am :) yessss
Love xx