Happy?

[paprkut]

no, not really. more like sub-par. blah. another day come n gone. skipped out on calc cause i didnt study and wasnt ready, and here i am, still havent studied. :-/ "not a good idea little one." but oh well oh well. listened to it from Colonel today. "rah rah bla bla bla Academy rah rah what are you stupid? rah rah chance of lifetime blah blah rah" - whatever. just keep pushin, push me in that wrong direction, thats the ticket! well got my hair did today. went and saw my mommy and she had someone cut it up for me :-D. god she is such a fruit loop, so she goes hey megan come here, ryan do u remember her? you used to chase her around in preschool. you guys were boyfriend and girlfriend. she would go "hey ryan try and catch me" -lol what a cuckoo for cocoa puffs. my mom is so..... i guess the sad thing might be i remembered her, well i remembered some stuff from preschool when we'd play and hang out at each others houses, but i totally wouldn't have recognized her now :-) ah geez. what a small small world. and within this month so many people from back in the day are bouncin back into my life, its kinda cool. kinda like "well- little late now!" but its cool, good to see after soo long, and probably wont see for a long long time ahead. well got my tux today. good to get that outta the way. i got first day of work tomorrow- Nervous!!! oh well i better get some rest. its gonna be a long day tomorrow.

"Why u goin crazy? you're way too beautiful for that Natalie"

"Michelle takes you into the motorcycle lifestyle you wish you could live in" yea you dont know the truth of that.

9 days till that night

17 days till CO

month+ 12 days till the stage

month + 16 days till C.R. and a revival...

"between a bullett and a target."