what do u call it?
so i was thinking. i hate it when people think they know so much about you, and just got everything wrong. how they judge you and ur actions. i hate it. i hate it how people see from the outside and say what are u doing? ure stupid bla bla , ure an ass u play with fire ure gonna get burned. well f$ that. you have no idea what situation i was put in and u have no idea what its like to try and go through that. so yea u can call ur cheap shots sitting in ur comfortable position, with ur happy go lucky relationship shit... but u have no idea. yea i messed up, but what else do u do? could u have said u woulda done something different in my position? no. so shut up. how does it go "he who has no flaws is the one to throw the first stone" somethin like that. yea i messed up. and u got no idea. they got no idea. no clue of how i feel. i wish i could tell you, i wish i could show you.. but i dont know how that works. way in over my head, way past go, way past what i wanted to do, but no everyone pushed me to do that one thing, and it wasnt, it wasnt what i really had to say, it wasnt for the right person.. if ya only knew. hasnt it been five years down the road...
situation number 4 , its the one that left you wanting more