19th Song [Acciental Video]

[papipupepon]

[Kenta is fiddling with an old radio he found somewhere in the house, which hasn't actually worked until now. On slightly scratchy speakers this is playing, followed by a commercial for the "upcoming drama Uta no Onii-san, starring Ohno Satoshi as Yano Kenta!!"]

... who the heck is Ohno Satoshi and why are they making a television show about me?

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[Video]

[jam_lover_13]

Hero-boy.
Even the main-character. Pff... You start to remind me of Riiya.
((oooc-info: Kenta might know Akazukin Chacha since he's japanese, but I'm not sure if you know: Riiya is in love with Chacha and becomes her boyfriend. Shiine, B's eternal favourite, is in love with Chacha too and jealous of Riiya.))

[Video]

[papipupepon]

I'm no hero...

[Video]

[jam_lover_13]

Hero enough to be main character and get what you want.
That's what stories are like.

[Video]

[papipupepon]

Get what I... want?

Have you seen any of the show? I lose my job, my band, my girlfriend, fall into a huge and immediate debt with my dad concerning my schooling all on the same day.
When I finally do get a job I'm constantly ridiculed and ordered around like a pack mule, driven to such physical extremes that I wake up some days and I can barely move, get kicked in the stomach by grade schoolers and smacked on the hand by rulers from my boss.

Tell me in what world I would want any of this.

[Video]

[jam_lover_13]

[Annoyed sigh]
But in the end it will lead to a happy end.

And stop complaining. Be happy that you have a job. Have you ever been in the underground? Seen criminals, prostitutes, homeless people starving? Well, I have.

Oh...And don't forget. You've got L.

[Video]

[papipupepon]

... that end bit with my family was almost kind of creepy to watch. Didn't look natural.

And I don't have L. L has L. He's a person, not a thing.

[Video]

[jam_lover_13]

Mmpf. Doesn't matter what you may call it.
You're still his oh-so-precious-boyfriend.

[Video]

[papipupepon]

...

[Ugh, he so doesn't like talking about this]

[Video] Private//Unhackable

[jam_lover_13]

Which was actually a good move.
Since now I can't let anyone harm you. If you're dead, L is affected by it and noone besides me is allowed to break L.

[Video] Private//Unhackable

[papipupepon]

[He's definitely a little hurt right now]

I thought you didn't want me harmed regardless...

[Video] Private//Unhackable

[jam_lover_13]

[Ouch that's true. Beyond bites his lip]
...
That was back when I had friends.

Even though I still...

[Video] Private//Unhackable

[papipupepon]

You still do. I told you, didn't I?

[Video] Private//Unhackable

[jam_lover_13]

I miss you
[It escaped without permission]y

[Video] Private//Unhackable

[papipupepon]

[His expression softens]

You don't have to, you know.

[Video] [Private//Unhackable] Sorry for the log-style but I just had to write it like this XD"

[jam_lover_13]

[Beyond stayed quiet fighting back the tears that wanted to come out. Again. Really, here in Ads he became somewhat of a crybaby. He felt much younger than 22 now. He felt like being six. Maybe because when he was six years old he had been acting like a much older person. Anyway he did not know what to do. He knew that trying to hate Kenta was nothing but running away. But it was the easiest way. And it was a real reason to hate Kenta that he made the easiest way so fucking hard. Beyond was feeling like he was falling in endless black night. He didn't know where to go. Back home the hell was waiting. And here... Beyond just continued running round in circels in his mind. Finally he spoke]
You know that I'd betray you, if there was any chance to get what I want, don't you?
[Beyond was at his limit. It was too much, all too much. He lost everything he had in his world, he pushed away everything he had in Adstringendum and everything he did seemed to be so fucking wrong.]((ooc: "Never win but the battle wages on ... For toy soldiers

[Video] [Private//Unhackable]

[papipupepon]

That's my problem and my choice, not yours.