18th Song [Accidental Voice]

Sep 13, 2009 14:31

[His voice is muffled, tired, but it's his voice, which is something he hasn't had for a week, so there's an odd tinge of nostalgia to the tone, slightly rough from dissuse. He's singing, softly.]

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy when skies are grey...

[He sighs, and the next words are tinged with something almost ( Read more... )

this isn't egypt so whats with the river, utao~, rocker is so emo

Leave a comment

shadedsunlight September 13 2009, 22:52:05 UTC
Hey.

Reply

papipupepon September 13 2009, 22:53:55 UTC
Hey yourself.

Feeling better?

Reply

shadedsunlight September 13 2009, 22:59:24 UTC
It's good to be back?

How about you?

Reply

papipupepon September 13 2009, 23:06:11 UTC
Better, I suppose, I...

[A pause]

I did something stupid during the event.

Reply

[Private // unhackable] shadedsunlight September 13 2009, 23:38:20 UTC
What did you do?

Reply

[Private // unhackable] papipupepon September 13 2009, 23:41:53 UTC
... kissed Ryuzaki.

Reply

[Private // unhackable shadedsunlight September 13 2009, 23:44:43 UTC
And how do you feel about it?

Reply

[Private // unhackable] papipupepon September 13 2009, 23:48:11 UTC
That's just it, he's asking me the same thing and I don't know.

Reply

[Private // unhackable] shadedsunlight September 13 2009, 23:55:00 UTC
Let's start from the beginning; why did you kiss him?

Reply

[Private // unhackable] papipupepon September 13 2009, 23:57:25 UTC
I... we needed to sedate him. He'd already been refusing water, and he was vehemently against drugs when Hitsugaya mentioned them and...

there were other ways to do it, I realize that. But I didn't... mind doing it. At the time.

Reply

[Private // unhackable] shadedsunlight September 13 2009, 23:59:21 UTC
If you didn't mind, that says something.

How do you feel about him? Say what comes to your mind.

Reply

[Private // unhackable] papipupepon September 14 2009, 00:01:45 UTC
I... well I like him, obviously. I've never had a close friend like him, and I worry when I don't know where he is, or what he's doing.

This. This event. I hated it.

I don't want him to leave.
I don't want him to die.

I don't know what I'd do if he did.

Reply

[Private // unhackable] shadedsunlight September 14 2009, 00:09:28 UTC
Kenta, trite as it may sound, follow your heart. Things will be okay.

Reply

[Private // unhackable] papipupepon September 14 2009, 00:11:49 UTC
... really?

Reply

[Private // unhackable] shadedsunlight September 14 2009, 00:17:38 UTC
Obviously there are other factors such as how he chooses to act, what you do in the future, the potential of other events throwing a curveball in everyone's life, and so on, but yes, things will be okay.

Reply

[Private // unhackable] papipupepon September 14 2009, 00:19:08 UTC
... right.

Thanks.

Reply


Leave a comment

Up