hmm...
so i was asked today by a friend why i never post in live journal. honestly i think its because anything that i want my friends to know i tell them. i mean not that there is much i dont tell them but if im not going to talk about something to someones face i dont think i would write it in live journal. honestly ive been spending my last few weeks in boston running around all day doing fun stuff with friends like going to lunch and shopping. while i havent actualyl made it out since saturday...yes i knwo im lame...i am def trying to make the most of my last few days with my friends up here. its kind of odd that a chapter of my life is coming to a close. i guess it wouldnt be as bad if i knew where the next chapter was starting but i guess i have an entire summer for that to write itself! im not so worried becuase i do have a summer job but i feel bad for my friends who are totally clueless as to what to do with themselves. i knwo they are all strong and will make amazing things of their lives it just sucks that we have to graduate at such a shitty time! i ran in to a girl who i have class with today and we were talking and shes totally clueless as to what shes doing becuase the day we graduate her parents are totally cutting her off. she has had money handed to her every year of her life then all of the sudden her life is totally in her hands. as immagined shes scared shitless since she has no job as of yet. i knwo she was lucky to get money for so long but to just drop someone and make them go from everything to nothing is a very scary thing. so basically im pretty happy where i am now. i mean no its not the most optimal situation to have to go home for the summer and figure out thigns from there but its also not the worst!!! try to stay happy guys :)