I should really see a doctor
My monthly visitor has gone beyond rediculous.
This week I have been beyond unconsolibly depressed (hence that last post, because most of the time I am fine in that department). The Dana Bus is curently in the shop. When I started her when we first got back, she was fine, but when I took her in the get everthing else fixed, they are having trouble starting her. I naturally have gotten myself conviced that I have ruined my true love and will never drive her again.
My cramps are also back.
I feel like I am completely disconected from my body. I feel like I cannot conect thoguhts at all and have no sense of what is going on right now.
I am so close to just having them take the whole system out. I have had enough of t completely trashing my mind and body, no organ is worth the trouble it has coused.
This week I have been beyond unconsolibly depressed (hence that last post, because most of the time I am fine in that department). The Dana Bus is curently in the shop. When I started her when we first got back, she was fine, but when I took her in the get everthing else fixed, they are having trouble starting her. I naturally have gotten myself conviced that I have ruined my true love and will never drive her again.
My cramps are also back.
I feel like I am completely disconected from my body. I feel like I cannot conect thoguhts at all and have no sense of what is going on right now.
I am so close to just having them take the whole system out. I have had enough of t completely trashing my mind and body, no organ is worth the trouble it has coused.