work it.

[papiersuperieur]

so i think i figured out my problem. i need to work! i need to get out and do things and be responsible for something. and have a purpose other than cleaning my house over and over again. i have been off of work so many days in a row, i was getting cabin fever. i had a long day of work today. we went to the wesser store and did some stuff. it was nice to get out and do something. jeremy had a good day too, which i haven't said in forever. it was refreshing to see him happy when i got home. he's in bed and i'm going to go soon too. but i'm on a joose high and cant even think about sleeping...

anyway. i'm happy. i have lots of hours at work. and i hope i'll see my family soon. i love you. and i love him.
goodnight.