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so where am i at? lets see..
digital representation final project is nearly done. just have to save my four renderings and do a shaded render (i know many wont know what the fuck that means, if youre that interested let me know and i can explain or send you an image of one)animation. spent seven hours on it today and i dont remember how many yesterday. somwhere around four i think. but i think its pretty cool.
my term paper is coming along, though not as quickly as i would like. ive got three and a half pages in two days. but tonight i discovered that though i was certain that i had saved the resume of the guy i was studying, i dont have it. so now im hoping that the marketing pr will resend it to me. i really need it. im using it to do my informational interview.
im watching natural born killers tomorrow for english class. that should be interesting. hopefully i dont fall asleep. i have to write my final 5 page paper on it.
all i can say is that im so fucking glad that co-op class is done. its such a joke and for one credit, im doing way too much work. i just cant stand those useless intro classes. college intro was enough.
so everyones really excited for classes to be over and to be able to go home. we got about a week or so left and then finals start. ive only got one so im not too worried at all. what im more concerned about is leaving. i dont really have any desire to go home. theres nothing left for me there really. i mean, it will be nice to go home and sleep in my bed (though its really tough being in such quiet and darkness after the noise of college in boston) and see holly and my parents. but beyond that, theres nothing. work will suck because ill have to deal with shithead morons from out of state and have to suck up to them to make a buck. id make more if i stayed here and i bet i could find a more interesting job than waitressing on the coast. i dont want to go home because im so used to not answering to anyone that having to report my whereabouts to my parents is going to be an annoyance. i dont want to listen to my mother nag me and my father bitch about work. this is what i have to look forward to. not seeing friends that i havent seen all year, not cruising around with them doing crazy and fun stuff. i get to go home and work my ass off all summer. if im lucky, i might get to sit around and watch the price is right or a rerun of some nascar race with my dad. my life isnt quite so small and isolated here. and its not because i live in maine. its because theres no one worthwhile to interact with there. its high school all the time. im tired of it. i was a year ago. i was two years ago. why does school have to end?
digital representation final project is nearly done. just have to save my four renderings and do a shaded render (i know many wont know what the fuck that means, if youre that interested let me know and i can explain or send you an image of one)animation. spent seven hours on it today and i dont remember how many yesterday. somwhere around four i think. but i think its pretty cool.
my term paper is coming along, though not as quickly as i would like. ive got three and a half pages in two days. but tonight i discovered that though i was certain that i had saved the resume of the guy i was studying, i dont have it. so now im hoping that the marketing pr will resend it to me. i really need it. im using it to do my informational interview.
im watching natural born killers tomorrow for english class. that should be interesting. hopefully i dont fall asleep. i have to write my final 5 page paper on it.
all i can say is that im so fucking glad that co-op class is done. its such a joke and for one credit, im doing way too much work. i just cant stand those useless intro classes. college intro was enough.
so everyones really excited for classes to be over and to be able to go home. we got about a week or so left and then finals start. ive only got one so im not too worried at all. what im more concerned about is leaving. i dont really have any desire to go home. theres nothing left for me there really. i mean, it will be nice to go home and sleep in my bed (though its really tough being in such quiet and darkness after the noise of college in boston) and see holly and my parents. but beyond that, theres nothing. work will suck because ill have to deal with shithead morons from out of state and have to suck up to them to make a buck. id make more if i stayed here and i bet i could find a more interesting job than waitressing on the coast. i dont want to go home because im so used to not answering to anyone that having to report my whereabouts to my parents is going to be an annoyance. i dont want to listen to my mother nag me and my father bitch about work. this is what i have to look forward to. not seeing friends that i havent seen all year, not cruising around with them doing crazy and fun stuff. i get to go home and work my ass off all summer. if im lucky, i might get to sit around and watch the price is right or a rerun of some nascar race with my dad. my life isnt quite so small and isolated here. and its not because i live in maine. its because theres no one worthwhile to interact with there. its high school all the time. im tired of it. i was a year ago. i was two years ago. why does school have to end?