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the birthday is in 3 days and i still have no plans and none of my friends seem to interested in doing anything for my birthday. and then i found out today that now im not going to nyc next weekend. so it looks like my birthday is going to quickly go down the drain. fucking awesome. i love birthdays.
hopefully atleast this year i wont be crying on my birthday. that would be a nice change. it just sucks that i wont be able to even see my family on my birthday. fucking summer school. whatever. im just sad and suddenly now not looking forward to my birthday. nyc was going to be cool but fuck it now. *sigh* ill just pretend like its not even happening.
hopefully atleast this year i wont be crying on my birthday. that would be a nice change. it just sucks that i wont be able to even see my family on my birthday. fucking summer school. whatever. im just sad and suddenly now not looking forward to my birthday. nyc was going to be cool but fuck it now. *sigh* ill just pretend like its not even happening.