there appear to be signs of improvement
bah, long weekend. where to begin.
work.
work is crazy. extremely disorganized. everywhere from management to inventory. its all fucked and my boss is a complete and total airhead, incapable of doing anything and only gets the job done when were down to the wire. also, she fucks with my time card. this is illegal in case you didnt know. yep, shes a dumb bitch in my opinion and if you worked with her, the fact that shes nice really wouldnt make up for the fact that shes completely incompetent. but in other news...it was really busy this weekend, we had 3 weddings all in one weekend, meaning that i seriously hauled ass. i worked breakfast (read, up at 4 am to be at work by 6)wednesday and thursday and made like 70 bucks combined in tips. i love people on bus tours. then friday i worked lunch through dinner and that was crazy. we couldnt keep up and i got yelled at. that made my day. saturday i worked a 12 hour shift starting with breakfast and ending with dinner. i was so tired i never made it home that night, i stayed at the resort and got drunk and high then passed out and got up at 6 am to work breakfast again sunday. wow. then i came home, slept for a bit and went back to work to meet the cook and chill out with him for a while. our favorite place is the jacuzzi/roman spa...its really relaxing. we also found a new favorite drink called an oatmeal cookie. theres no oatmeal, just kaluha, baileys, and cinnamon schnapps (goldschlagger). it tastes just like a cookie. its delicious. then we got high with the bar tender. i drove ty the cook home to dover after and went on the highway for the first time. yeah im lame like that. but it had to be one of the scariest things ever. i missed the wells exit and the kennebunk exits and ended up getting off finally at biddeford. i dont think ill be high on I-95 again for awhile. haha
so today is my first day off in 5 days of mayhem. its much needed, my hip and knee were really starting to kill from running around. im off tomorrow too and it looks like ill be going to new hampshire again to hampton beach with ty to go to the movies??? and who knows what else. i have to say its nice to find someone to hangout with around here. its obvious that hes not from this state because we get along so well. haha. hes a good brooklyn boy and rebecca that kick ass bartender friend that i now have is from new jersey. but its good to have people to talk to that understand me again. its really helping my mental status. i havent talked to cain in about a week now and i have to honestly say that its kind of nice to not deal with him talking to me like im an idiot and him being shady or hung over. in talking to stephanie, ty, and rebecca, everyone agrees with me that i shouldnt bother with him anymore. it wont do me any good and i think i really just needed that reassurance.
the parents leave in around a week and a half and im really crossing my fingers that stephanie can come up for it, if not, im going to try to go down and see her. i miss her like crazy and it will be good to have my sister back. i have to call her and finalize plans. ah, i cant wait. im planning things to do and everything. its going to be great.
now im just hoping to hear from housing at school so i can figure out where im living next fall and begin shopping for the apartment. i need so much stuff. everything from plates and stuff to pots and pans. i need to get to an art store soon and get some more painting supplies. i also have to start planning my road trip to vinalhaven to paint. so much to do, and it seems like so little time to do it in. its nice to finally feel like i might survive this shit hole for the summer. but im still counting down for school. eeek!
work.
work is crazy. extremely disorganized. everywhere from management to inventory. its all fucked and my boss is a complete and total airhead, incapable of doing anything and only gets the job done when were down to the wire. also, she fucks with my time card. this is illegal in case you didnt know. yep, shes a dumb bitch in my opinion and if you worked with her, the fact that shes nice really wouldnt make up for the fact that shes completely incompetent. but in other news...it was really busy this weekend, we had 3 weddings all in one weekend, meaning that i seriously hauled ass. i worked breakfast (read, up at 4 am to be at work by 6)wednesday and thursday and made like 70 bucks combined in tips. i love people on bus tours. then friday i worked lunch through dinner and that was crazy. we couldnt keep up and i got yelled at. that made my day. saturday i worked a 12 hour shift starting with breakfast and ending with dinner. i was so tired i never made it home that night, i stayed at the resort and got drunk and high then passed out and got up at 6 am to work breakfast again sunday. wow. then i came home, slept for a bit and went back to work to meet the cook and chill out with him for a while. our favorite place is the jacuzzi/roman spa...its really relaxing. we also found a new favorite drink called an oatmeal cookie. theres no oatmeal, just kaluha, baileys, and cinnamon schnapps (goldschlagger). it tastes just like a cookie. its delicious. then we got high with the bar tender. i drove ty the cook home to dover after and went on the highway for the first time. yeah im lame like that. but it had to be one of the scariest things ever. i missed the wells exit and the kennebunk exits and ended up getting off finally at biddeford. i dont think ill be high on I-95 again for awhile. haha
so today is my first day off in 5 days of mayhem. its much needed, my hip and knee were really starting to kill from running around. im off tomorrow too and it looks like ill be going to new hampshire again to hampton beach with ty to go to the movies??? and who knows what else. i have to say its nice to find someone to hangout with around here. its obvious that hes not from this state because we get along so well. haha. hes a good brooklyn boy and rebecca that kick ass bartender friend that i now have is from new jersey. but its good to have people to talk to that understand me again. its really helping my mental status. i havent talked to cain in about a week now and i have to honestly say that its kind of nice to not deal with him talking to me like im an idiot and him being shady or hung over. in talking to stephanie, ty, and rebecca, everyone agrees with me that i shouldnt bother with him anymore. it wont do me any good and i think i really just needed that reassurance.
the parents leave in around a week and a half and im really crossing my fingers that stephanie can come up for it, if not, im going to try to go down and see her. i miss her like crazy and it will be good to have my sister back. i have to call her and finalize plans. ah, i cant wait. im planning things to do and everything. its going to be great.
now im just hoping to hear from housing at school so i can figure out where im living next fall and begin shopping for the apartment. i need so much stuff. everything from plates and stuff to pots and pans. i need to get to an art store soon and get some more painting supplies. i also have to start planning my road trip to vinalhaven to paint. so much to do, and it seems like so little time to do it in. its nice to finally feel like i might survive this shit hole for the summer. but im still counting down for school. eeek!