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Hate is such a strong word. Such a strong word. I use it with one person. One ex.
I'm so close to using it with another. I'm so fucking pissed. I fucking LOVE finding out shit about things that go on during my relationships after they are over. I don't blame her for not telling me then, we didn't talk too much because of the distance between us.
But fuck. Everything I ever thought then was shit. I felt so fucking guilty when everything went down. I felt bad. I thought she was just one of the only friends he "approved" of that I could hang out with, when she was around. No, no. That wasn't it.
I mean, I could barely talk to my cousin. Why would he approve of one of my friends?
Fucking bastard. I fucking hope you burn in hell for everything you had done that I found out about & everything that I will find out about in the future. I wasted two years of my life on fucking shit. I lost so much, so many friendships & so much of my life for you.
I'm done venting for now. I'm still pissed.
I'm so close to using it with another. I'm so fucking pissed. I fucking LOVE finding out shit about things that go on during my relationships after they are over. I don't blame her for not telling me then, we didn't talk too much because of the distance between us.
But fuck. Everything I ever thought then was shit. I felt so fucking guilty when everything went down. I felt bad. I thought she was just one of the only friends he "approved" of that I could hang out with, when she was around. No, no. That wasn't it.
I mean, I could barely talk to my cousin. Why would he approve of one of my friends?
Fucking bastard. I fucking hope you burn in hell for everything you had done that I found out about & everything that I will find out about in the future. I wasted two years of my life on fucking shit. I lost so much, so many friendships & so much of my life for you.
I'm done venting for now. I'm still pissed.