well its been a while....
the day i have been dreading came along :-(.... today JP moved to florida :'(.... we hung out last night and went to dinner with his friend josh.... then walked around the mall a bit, then went over to this guy dan's house that we both know because JP was selling his gutair.... then we went to his house and i helped him pack a bit, then we just layed down together for a while.... realized it was almost 2 and i was supposed to be home at like 12:30 we left.... he walked me to the door like usual, then is where it got really bad, we were both getting really upset, we are going to stay together and make things work, i really hope it does because i love him so much.... so thats making me really upset, i did however get into my top choice college Potsdam, so now i dont have to worry about all that stuff anymore. Im so upset now :-( +sigh+.... later dayz.