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Spatial medicine.
My perspective on rolfing (and subsequently life) keeps deepening. I used to think of the body as an organized system of tension. Where there's more tension, do more work. Dig deeper. Release more resistance.
Now I'm drawn into space. Where there's space, increase it. Touch into it and wait. It is the difference between spirit and ego.
I do 90% less work and get more results than when I was working hard.
How to apply to life? To keeping my space clean? The body auto-organizes into well-being when there is space. It's so simple it's stupid. But it's taken me 4 years of doing this to develop the depth of consciousness needed to see it.
The body is not just muscles, bones, sinews, organs, ligaments. It is all of those things IN self-organizing space.
Ego is drawn to push, manipulate, address tension, release. When spirit acts, it is restful, it searches, arrives, feels, listens, and deepens where the invitation is present.
Once the body speaks about deeper space possible, ego wants to push into it. But Ida said, let gravity be the therapist. I'm finally starting to understand. Settle, feel gravity, and it will pull you in.
Lately I've been having a lot of awakenings. I was in tears yesterday morning. I accessed a sensitivity in my singing voice I had never been able to access. Again, same theme: don't force. Be gentle. Receive the vibrations from the heart.
My morning consisted of every inch of my body feeling naked. Emotionally bare. I cried, realizing I wanted to be seen fully, and that I'm the only one ever hiding.
Also, my ESP is increasing. I still don't trust it, but I get very clear feelings from afar and realize later they were right.
Whoevers reading this: eat shit if you got beef with this.
And if you don't. Know that I'm probing your mind.
Just kidding
Good bye
My perspective on rolfing (and subsequently life) keeps deepening. I used to think of the body as an organized system of tension. Where there's more tension, do more work. Dig deeper. Release more resistance.
Now I'm drawn into space. Where there's space, increase it. Touch into it and wait. It is the difference between spirit and ego.
I do 90% less work and get more results than when I was working hard.
How to apply to life? To keeping my space clean? The body auto-organizes into well-being when there is space. It's so simple it's stupid. But it's taken me 4 years of doing this to develop the depth of consciousness needed to see it.
The body is not just muscles, bones, sinews, organs, ligaments. It is all of those things IN self-organizing space.
Ego is drawn to push, manipulate, address tension, release. When spirit acts, it is restful, it searches, arrives, feels, listens, and deepens where the invitation is present.
Once the body speaks about deeper space possible, ego wants to push into it. But Ida said, let gravity be the therapist. I'm finally starting to understand. Settle, feel gravity, and it will pull you in.
Lately I've been having a lot of awakenings. I was in tears yesterday morning. I accessed a sensitivity in my singing voice I had never been able to access. Again, same theme: don't force. Be gentle. Receive the vibrations from the heart.
My morning consisted of every inch of my body feeling naked. Emotionally bare. I cried, realizing I wanted to be seen fully, and that I'm the only one ever hiding.
Also, my ESP is increasing. I still don't trust it, but I get very clear feelings from afar and realize later they were right.
Whoevers reading this: eat shit if you got beef with this.
And if you don't. Know that I'm probing your mind.
Just kidding
Good bye