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I'm a little depressed about our boundaries and nature of our relationship changing so quickly, but also acknowledge that a good majority of it is in my head and needs figuring out within myself, within my body, my assumptions about relationships being binding, restricting, sex being a task, chore, obligation, all sorts of funny business. I did like how it was, where the slight ( d i s t a n c e ) between us fueled ( m o r e i n t e r e s t ) in each other. If that's what you want, you should be clear about it. The slight distance is what turns you on. Standing back a little, not knowing how the other would react to our libido. Now assuming the other wants our libido as much as we want theirs. A change in the dynamics, a change in things. Things are different. :(