Fear on both hands
Day 3 of my own headache - I think I caught a little bug of some sort.
My little Jasmine is doing well today. I'm fighting the MRI, I don't want to know anything it reveals and anything it doesn't reveal. My fear is this problem is due to some sort of unknown irritant to her central nervous system that is slowly going away on it's own and the MRI will not reveal it's cause and will be a waste of time, money, worry and fear. My fear on the other hand the MRI is going to reveal some other unrelated monster that I prefer to not know about. I want to think of my baby as perfect and healthy and that nothing will change that. Once you have the knowledge of what lurks beneath, you can't ever take it back and go back to blissfully not knowing. I'm trying to turn that fear into faith and the early detection and treatment means we can deal with what comes our way and get on with our lives.
" Worry is a darkroom where fears are developed and enlarged. "
My little Jasmine is doing well today. I'm fighting the MRI, I don't want to know anything it reveals and anything it doesn't reveal. My fear is this problem is due to some sort of unknown irritant to her central nervous system that is slowly going away on it's own and the MRI will not reveal it's cause and will be a waste of time, money, worry and fear. My fear on the other hand the MRI is going to reveal some other unrelated monster that I prefer to not know about. I want to think of my baby as perfect and healthy and that nothing will change that. Once you have the knowledge of what lurks beneath, you can't ever take it back and go back to blissfully not knowing. I'm trying to turn that fear into faith and the early detection and treatment means we can deal with what comes our way and get on with our lives.
" Worry is a darkroom where fears are developed and enlarged. "