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[paperslicewrist]

i never ment to fade away in ur eyes
rivers flow like the pain inside my heart
it it some kind of sickness that i settle for
it seems like i dont have no heart in my chest
and i just was pushed outa a door
if only a lil push and a careing hand
a freshe breathe of air
and a kinf heart can heal allmost any thing
yet i sit here in this cold room
is it right to be judged and pushed to the side

for u is what i need
in side i enternally bleed
ntohing but pain and hunger
i starve in side
i wish i could feel a set of arms hold me at night
if wish i wouldnt have been so blind
and distoreded my site
i cant see u any more
ive gone past the sickness
its taken every hting i love
and every thing i live for

i never ment to fade away in ur eyes
i just wanted some one to hold me
when the nights grow cold i cry to my self
how it feels to feel empty inside
i just felt my heart break
i just found out thiers nothing to look for in the darkness
in so lost inside i cant find the key
i just lost all of my pride