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I'm going to pout and whine for a moment so please forgive me. I feel like shit. My nose is stuffed up, my throat hurts, my body hurts to the point that laying on sheets feels excrusiating, my head hurts and when I stand up I am dizzy as hell. Lydia probably started getting over this so quickly because my body started producing antibodies to it. Thank gods we arent both going to be sick at the same time. And her doc called today and said her appt is tomorrow, not at the end of the week like I thought. I am really really considering just telling them to hold of on her boosters, shes been through enough hell this week.
So now that I am through bitching, I must remember that I am alive, and at least able to be sick. I must remember that my family is alive and here with me. I must remember that my home is not destroyed, my way of life gone and my town no longer in existance. I have fresh water and food, I have medicine, I have airconditioning and a warm bed, and my sweet baby girl to share it with me. So I am blessed even though my body may not feel like it at the moment.
And I will take that any day.