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I discovered today that Lydia really does know many of the words to Sgt Peppers. During the Alice Cooper part where he is sing song speaking "Because the World is Round it Turns Me On..." Lydia was speaking along with him-"because wold wound ooooooon". My mouth was hanging in my lap and she seemed highly amused by that. My baby is a genious. At least by my standards ;)
I took her to Sugar Hollow Park today in hopes of going to the wetlands, but the wetlands are closed for the season. I could still get there by the woods if I had wanted but Lydia spied the play ground and so off we went. She had a blast climbing up the steps to the slides and swinging. We stayed for almost an hour before heading off to the grocery store. She was thrilled. She also increased her vocab some more with "bridge" "grass" "stream" and "slide". I just cant stress enough how much her vocabulary has grown, and how amazed I am by it. Its like something just clicked in her head. I wonder if thats also why her sleep has been disrupted....
Anyways, all the walking at the park gave me some wicked cramps and when we got home I discoved I was bleeding. I dont care though, I am still going to the doctors on Friday, they can deal with some blood since its their business and all. The right side of my abdomen is swollen and if I am correct and I have a cyst something has to be done. I dont talk about it but the pain is horrendous at times. I had a cyst about 6 years ago the size of a grapefruit that gave me hell. I couldnt afford surgery so it eventually burst on its own. Agony. The funny thing is that I was fine for the past two days, since I had been lying low exercise wise. By the time we got back today I was dizzy again. *sigh*. And nursing has been painful the past few days. Part of it is being about to start, the other part is sheer aggrevation. It feels like there are razors on her tounge when she is nursing and I am gritting my teeth the entire time. I hope if this is the start of my period it goes away, as I hate feeling like this.
On a stranger note, I dreamt about my Nana this morning and woke up bawling. I hate waking up crying, but I hate when I can't stop even more.
I took her to Sugar Hollow Park today in hopes of going to the wetlands, but the wetlands are closed for the season. I could still get there by the woods if I had wanted but Lydia spied the play ground and so off we went. She had a blast climbing up the steps to the slides and swinging. We stayed for almost an hour before heading off to the grocery store. She was thrilled. She also increased her vocab some more with "bridge" "grass" "stream" and "slide". I just cant stress enough how much her vocabulary has grown, and how amazed I am by it. Its like something just clicked in her head. I wonder if thats also why her sleep has been disrupted....
Anyways, all the walking at the park gave me some wicked cramps and when we got home I discoved I was bleeding. I dont care though, I am still going to the doctors on Friday, they can deal with some blood since its their business and all. The right side of my abdomen is swollen and if I am correct and I have a cyst something has to be done. I dont talk about it but the pain is horrendous at times. I had a cyst about 6 years ago the size of a grapefruit that gave me hell. I couldnt afford surgery so it eventually burst on its own. Agony. The funny thing is that I was fine for the past two days, since I had been lying low exercise wise. By the time we got back today I was dizzy again. *sigh*. And nursing has been painful the past few days. Part of it is being about to start, the other part is sheer aggrevation. It feels like there are razors on her tounge when she is nursing and I am gritting my teeth the entire time. I hope if this is the start of my period it goes away, as I hate feeling like this.
On a stranger note, I dreamt about my Nana this morning and woke up bawling. I hate waking up crying, but I hate when I can't stop even more.