plagiarism.

[paperflowers]

"...but I am crying because whatever my gifts, the pieces of good buried inside and under so much that I feel is bad, is wrong, is twisted, are less clear than the ability to hit a ball with a bat and break the scoreboard or do a triple pirouette in the air on ice. My gifts are for life itself, for an unfortunately astute understanding of all the cruelty and pain in the world. My gifts are unspecific. I am an artist manque, someone full of crazy ideas and grandiloquent needs and even a little bit of happiness, but with no particular way to express it. I am like the title character in the film Betty Blue, the woman who is so full of...so full of...so full of something or other -- it is unclear what, but a definite energy that can't find its medium -- who pokes her eyes out with a scissors and is murdered by her lover in an insane asylum in the end. She is, and I am becoming, a complete waste..."

Thanks Elizabeth Wurtzel.
Erin. Put the book down, and go to bed.