Not everything can be done just because I want to do it. Currently I can't go back to school - I can't afford to limit my schedule to make it so that I could go to classes if I could even afford them. I don't qualify for aide or assistance.
I know there are tons of people in much more dire straits that have had to do more than I and have achieved more than me. Just like I told my mom a while back, I'm not them.
I rarely ever post in this journal, I wasn't directing my post at anybody - didn't know I'd even posted it to my facebook - which I deleted promptly. Sometimes I just want to vent and get something out of my system.
I regret a lot of things in life and I hardly ever talk about them because they'd end up hurting others a lot more than is worth it. I haven't really written about my life for quite some time because of that, lots of secrets that are all mine. I could probably write an entire Post Secret Book.
Just saying, sometimes you just want to say something and let it sit, just to get it out of yourself. Not to complain or ponder or anything else. I should have made it private. :) my fault.
I know there are tons of people in much more dire straits that have had to do more than I and have achieved more than me. Just like I told my mom a while back, I'm not them.
I rarely ever post in this journal, I wasn't directing my post at anybody - didn't know I'd even posted it to my facebook - which I deleted promptly. Sometimes I just want to vent and get something out of my system.
I regret a lot of things in life and I hardly ever talk about them because they'd end up hurting others a lot more than is worth it. I haven't really written about my life for quite some time because of that, lots of secrets that are all mine. I could probably write an entire Post Secret Book.
Just saying, sometimes you just want to say something and let it sit, just to get it out of yourself. Not to complain or ponder or anything else. I should have made it private. :) my fault.
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