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Hi, I really shouldn't be here but at tutorial. But I skipped the tutorial in an attempt to cramp as much information as I can into my tiny little brain. Urgh, I really hope it works though. I'm so scared that my chest is cold. The thought of having to re-take this subject again kills me. A part of me wants to score well too and not just a Pass. Even though we all know it's not going to affect much anyway since after all I have an 80% chance of going to an overseas university. Even my parents are already prepared to send me. LOL. And I'm kind of excited for it even though it's another two years (probably?).
I don't know who's reading this space & I'm already starting to be mindful of the things I write. Some of the stuff are censored on purpose. In encryption? Haha the effects of studying CAS straight for three days. Yeah, my life is fucked. It's currently in a mess, really. And from the looks of it, I know I don't seem to be cleaning it up any time soon. All I want to do is to burn everything down and start anew, afresh. But we all know that that is quite impossible, considering my and their attachments. (One of the reasons why I really need to travel overseas!)
And if I have a prayer that could be answered right now, I want all my hopes to be dashed. I hate the feeling of knowing that there's always this potential, no matter how small it is. I don't give a fuck, alright? I just want to move on. I can't if you keep giving me 'maybe's! Telling myself to burn all the bridges isn't going to help because I can't bear to watch them burn. You have to burn it for me. That's a desperate plea.
I'm happy but in the loneliness, you're but a plaque.
P.S: I'm worried about my camp later today. ):
I don't know who's reading this space & I'm already starting to be mindful of the things I write. Some of the stuff are censored on purpose. In encryption? Haha the effects of studying CAS straight for three days. Yeah, my life is fucked. It's currently in a mess, really. And from the looks of it, I know I don't seem to be cleaning it up any time soon. All I want to do is to burn everything down and start anew, afresh. But we all know that that is quite impossible, considering my and their attachments. (One of the reasons why I really need to travel overseas!)
And if I have a prayer that could be answered right now, I want all my hopes to be dashed. I hate the feeling of knowing that there's always this potential, no matter how small it is. I don't give a fuck, alright? I just want to move on. I can't if you keep giving me 'maybe's! Telling myself to burn all the bridges isn't going to help because I can't bear to watch them burn. You have to burn it for me. That's a desperate plea.
I'm happy but in the loneliness, you're but a plaque.
P.S: I'm worried about my camp later today. ):