they're taking me to parts of my mind that no one can find
Alice in Wonderland was so awesome, I had to rush home to blog about it. :D
I love the whole alternate universe and I love how they finally portrayed Wonderland as REAL and not imaginary. I love Alice's dresses so much! I wish someone here in Singapore would manufacture a piece that is inspired by it. Because really, they look so gorgeous. At first, the Chesire cat scares me but in the film he looks so fluffy and huggable. :D I kinda' enjoy the spoilt-brat personality of the Red Queen too. She amuses me but hell, her knight is revoking. Surprisingly, I didn't really like the Mad Hatter very much. I wanted him to be crazier and less serious. But they did explain why he was serious but I'm still not satisfied. He's not cheerful, ya' know. He's eccentric and crazy and insane. These are different from being 'cheerful'. ):
Gotta' love her dress here. It looks damn gorgeous on her.♥
After watching the movie, I got this sudden urge to read. To read about fantasies and alternate universes that fascinate me more than reality. To read about the protagonist's destiny and how he/she has to live up to it. Sometimes, imagination is what I need as a breakaway.
Have you ever felt this sudden realization that all this while, that instead of blaming someone, it turns out that the blame was on you? How is it that I cannot see what was laying in front of me? I only saw what I wanted to see. You never tell me things. You're always willing to take it all in. And I was too blind to appreciate you. All I do is complain about what you didn't do but never saw what you did. Did you feel unappreciated too?
Is it true that all this while, when I say I wanted to see you happy but actually, it was myself that I wanted to see happy? Have I honestly been that selfish? Was I the fool this time instead? I'm sorry for being so critical. I'm sorry that I had to be a perfectionist and only want to see what I had perceived my life to be. Because sometimes, spontaneity is what I need.