but anger stole the jewels away and love has left you bare

[papereye_]

I think it's a new year thing 'cause here I am at a crossroad. I know I have to make a life-changing decision and it's about time I face up to reality and embrace my decision. Last year, I made a huge decision to move on. So was the year before. And this is 2010's. I've been gathering all my memories, all my reasons (even the illogical ones) and I've been reading and judging my life against the people around me. Would it be logical if I said I want to make a decision to believe even when my life is a far cry from the norm? Would you call me dumb? Maybe because if it's hard, everything would seem worthwhile. I may have been foolish to not have expected that it would be this hard. If I had acted a little more maturely, would it be better?

I'll take one more chance. Believing is after all strength in its own words.

And you know what I realize? 2010 is the year I'll turn 19. 2011 is the year I'll turn 2-0 TWENTY! Oh my god, I'm going to hit the twos-region. Wow. It seriously made me wonder, am I acting my age?

Edit: \\
LOL! It's Hongki's birthday! ♥ I honestly cannot believe that he's only 20 this year. So happy birthday to the pretty boy. I hearts pretty boys~!